Three months ago, I left the front and came back home, to peace. I try to smile and get 'back to life'; even be happy, if you please. But every now and then I fail and the blues come, get me. And then I cry and let the tears fall; but I let no one see. Then afterwards, I dry my eyes and make myself stay calm, trying not to think of that waste of human lives, back there, in the burning, Napalmed 'Nam.