Two months ago, I left the front and came back home, to peace. I try to smile and get 'back to life'; even be happy, if you please. But every now and then I fail and the blues come, get me. And then I cry and let the tears fall; but I let no one see. Then afterwards, I dry my eyes and make myself stay calm. I miss the guys in my company, back there but I no longer miss that smell of Napalm...